It's an incredible feeling to discover how much people really want you to stay. After handing in my resignation, I had a few phone calls and e-mails asking me to reconsider and that what ever issues I had will be resolved blah blah blah....
I didn't realise that people felt this way about me, (this is me looking for acceptance)
I thought I had made my mind up and that was it, but for some reason I wasn't happy,...I wasn't sure of the choice that I had made...and off course all the so called good natured advise people try to give, apposing your decision, applauding your decision..what ever....it's my decision.
So my manager called me...he managed to persuade me to retract the resignation, pending further discussions. we will see.
But, funnily enough, as soon as I sent the retraction e-mail I was relieved. I'm sure it's got something to do with me wanting to stay in my nice, safe, warm box, not wanting to venture out in case i got lost. But maybe stability is what I need at the moment, something safe for a while, till I get my feet settled....
How long will this take???
2 days ago